Change is always good – sometimes challenging, but good. There are people who hate change and then there’s me, I like change, it can be scary, it can be life altering or it can just simply put some kinks into your plans. So, I have a lot of time on my hands now. Its been a long time since I’ve had some free time.
At the beginning of last week, my company laid off over 80 people, which included me and many of my immediate co-workers. Honestly, before you all start feeling sorry for me, please don’t, because its all for the better. I knew it was coming, it was obvious for the past couple of months. I just didn’t know when it was coming. And, frankly, I wasn’t really concerned. You can’t control everything – so you just hope for the best.
The economy certainly had something to do with it, because the business relied heavily on the U.S., but mostly the company was poorly managed. Anyone with half a brain could see that. When you’ve poorly managed a company for 25 odd years, it starts to show. Anyways, I’m not going to go into any detail about it cause it doesn’t matter now. All that matters, to me, is that I’m ok and I’m grateful to have some free time now. There are a few things I’ve been wanting to get to and now I can.
The added bonus of all this is that with Christmas coming up I can ease into it rather than be stressed about baking, cooking and entertaining. I’ve got some resumes out there, but I’m not really going to start pounding the pavement till after the new year. I know there are people who think its in poor taste to lay someone off just before the holidays, but I don’t see it that way. I’ve been given an opportunity to enjoy the holiday season and I’m going to do just that.
And, maybe this is my time to seize some opportunities and take some leaps of faith. They say things happen for a reason and I tend to believe that.